A Particular Boring Day

It was wet and dreary. I had to get up early to prepare my stuff for my jury today which I fucked up royally. For all you who don’t know, a jury is basically when you play in front of judges at the end of the school year … it’s like a final and although my intonation was not all that bad, my counting in sight-reading sucked because since I FORGOT my glasses I had not realized the piece was in cut time rather than common time (because I did not see the slash through the C) and it was in the key of E flat major and my dumb ass kept forgetting to flat the As. AGH! Then, on top of that, the damn piano was in my way and I could not complete the notes because my friggin bow kept hitting the side of it and I could not move the chair over because I was already on the edge of the stage and I could not stop and move the chair over in the middle of playing. I attempted to and I lost my spot and fucked up.

I was just glad to get it overwith. Now I have to study for finals.

One good thing though is that I got a callback from Verizon. Seems I qualify for their position they are offering of Fiber Optic Network Technician. YAY! But if something bad can go wrong, it usually will. The bad thing is that the (1) the interview falls on the dates of the finals and (2) well, lets just say that a lot of my friends smoke marijuana and I am around them alot and my mom says I better be careful because my sister’s friend Kim does not smoke either but her piss test came up positive because she had at some point inhaled it.

Aww fucking man. I want to run down to Walgreens to get their Mary test to see if it comes up positive. If so, I won’t bother until I am clean. I’d rather take the test and be clean than *hope* and come up even an oz. dirty. That’s real fucked up isn’t it? I did not know that could happen just from being exposed to it; I don’t think that’s fair. I am exposed to Mary at least once a week, if even that much so I don’t know if it will come up positive or not. Shit, I don’t even smoke cigarettes.